Monday, December 22, 2014


today joel and i caught "paddington" at the cathay and it was so good!!! i fucking love movies that make me feel like a kid again. got me thinking about the things that make me go back in time and ponder about what it feels like to be the little girl i used to be. being with my extended family, reading my favourite childhood book, listening to my favourite top 20 song when i was ten, iced gem biscuits, cotton candy... freaking paddington bear.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

2014's been a good year

a year of good music, good food, good books, good friends, new friends, i honestly wouldn't have it any other way. can't believe this time last year i was still freaking out over getting my o level results. i'm glad things turned out the way it did because ever since that point of my life i've seen so much and i've learnt tons of things - i'm still extremely blessed and thankful.

not going to lie or sugarcoat anything but this year, i've undoubtedly lost interest in keeping a blog. i felt pressurised to create content and i figured that it's not going to work out this way. gave myself some time off and told myself i will update this space whenever.

so hi!!! i just felt like writing about the last month of the year. i had tests and assignments due for the first half of the month but i survived. had two christmas parties so far and i had an amazing time for both events! (best thing about poly would be the incredible friends that i've made there, despite the "you can't make true friends in poly" stigma, hahahaha)

perfect quote to keep in mind as 2014 comes to an end: what you have once enjoyed, you can never lose. all that we love deeply becomes a part of us. 

might just make a list of my new year's resolution for 2015. i've actually managed to solidly achieve my past resolutions so why not, right?

Saturday, December 6, 2014


i've been wanting to revamp and update my blog for the longest time but i just haven't gotten around to do so. perhaps it's due to the fact that i've been writing more on paper, not typing. 

school's been great. i wouldn't use the term amazing. but i'm coping. i am thankful as heck for my classmates. they make classes - not that i hate classes because i love what i'm studying and doing and that is incredibly rare so i'm not going to take it for granted - so much fun. so much better. 

this semester will be fine. 

Friday, November 14, 2014

prolly wrote this at the lowest point in my life

nobody dies to stop pain - dying only gives it to those around you. pain is only temporary. please try to live.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

i understood her

how she feigns confidence to conceal her insecurities. the way she constantly tries to disguise her feelings with sarcasm; this was usually the last resort of the bashful or the pure, whose souls have been harshly and so brazenly invaded; and those who, refuse to yield out of pride and are so damn terrified to express their feelings to you. 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

note to self

Life is way too short to spend another day at war with yourself.